day by day,my sleeping time is out of control.as if im experiencing this thing called INSOMNIA.i dont really care about that,its just that,i can feel im losing my energy due either NOT ENOUGH rest or TOO MUCH rest…hrmmmm
a doctor used to gave me this pills/medicine;iron tablets.this usually eat* by the preggers..but im not pregnant,but he gave me that because im lack of iron and iron suppose to produce more energy?erkk idk bout that.but in this case,i stopped eating that because i felt so tired.ironic right? but anyhow,i think i must get back to eatimg those nasty thing so that i can stand on my feet again(not that i cant stand or anything..u get what i mean..heee)
im sorry to you my dear friend…non of my intention to control ur life…its just that not only me had been worrying bout your life…all of the people who knows you from my side,is worried about you…try to stand in my shoes,how do you feel if people ask you about what’s ur bestfried up to now,how is she?is she alright?is she coming for the next paper? and the most hateful question to be asked is “why dont u as a friend try to make the best of her,help her to lead her way..ur her bestfriend right?” so…..guess what my friend..u can have ur own life,cuhs i know being the one who can take care of your life is not friend,but only your self..dont tryna make ur self diva around me or the other..u may get can ur respect if u respect ur self too..i aint no god to tell whats right n whats not..u r big enuff to make decision..
<3 marmar@kiknyCinta<3
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daddy!!!ur not comin back till tommorow right?urghh!i hve to admit that i miss u so much..theres no one that annoys *fun jokes* me besides dean *my nephew*…..daddy hurry back…!!!i miss to accompany u to go to buy groceries,do our nails,go to the saloon together…
if u peeps reading this,u might think that my daddy is a softy one right?matter fact he’s not,hes just being my ‘dad’ n ‘mum’ all at once..and he’s doing this daddy thingy is a job well done !
talking bout parenting stuff..i misses my mummy so damn much!where is she now?is she doin just fine?how is she doin?hve she eaten already?i hope she doing great,n live healthily……i just dont know how to get to her every once in a while?
last week i have dreamed about her,at that time i was hugging her so hard..n there’s a cup of water that my cuzzy;najah ask me to drink..i dunno what does it resembles of…urghh how i wish i can meet her now,past this few days im feeling grumpy and i had lost my appetite n im sick…i think the reason is that im doin my preparation & studying for my exam with less resting time,n im missing her much….
sincere,
umara@kinkycintatomato!
today’s paper was matemathics….. do u believe that i was the first one to leave the examination hall.. like SERIOUSLY?? urghhhh… i can only answer some question..some of it,i just like totally forgot which formula should i use?i got all mixed up.because the information given was so similar to another question though it is different syllabus ….
oh how i wish i can pass this semester…:(
well thats for today,i wanna take a short nap,as i dun have enuff sleep lastnight studying till 4 am.goodafternoon tumbly:)
♥ life?sucks!can we not talk bout love story?even fr a day?why cant human ignores the fact that ♥ isnt there unless u learn how to care less bout others but ur self first?!
*not being selfish thou*
